The last few weeks have been deeply humbling. The week-long silent retreat with Adyashanti was a profound experience, and I walked away moved, and at the beginning of what feels like a major transformation from the deepest part of me. The silence – the sweet, sweet silence – took me to a place I don’t think I’d […]
Love tells me I Am Everything.
As I was driving down the road this afternoon, my mind created an imaginary scenario in my head, where I was back in a meeting with Jeff Foster – a recreation of a meeting that occurred a couple of years ago. In this meeting, I asked Jeff “I know what I am NOT, but i […]
No movement
Words and sounds dance and fall From Stillness Landscape photographs birth bird flight Gnarly trees leaning from the invisible wind Until the wind drops The bird stops and becomes the photograph once more. But if I look closer, Really look and feel into what’s real There’s a sense of stillness in the bird’s flight […]
Awakening into unknowing
Written April 8, 2013, but only just discovered on September 17, 2014 – I don’t think I finished it, so didn’t post, but it’s a nice record, so I’m posting it now. Everything’s still percolating, permeating. The mind keeps trying to ‘own’ the experience that is now memory, imaginary. I still don’t entirely know what the […]
The non-shift
I thought it might be good to post copy of an email I sent Fred Davis from Awakening Clarity yesterday, the morning after a two and a half hour Direct Pointing session with him – our only session. Good morning Fred, Wow! OK , where to start. I wanted to check in with you and […]
Declaration
It’s silent, here. Underneath the joy, The pain That I hold dear. This violent fear Of showing you my truth No longer holds me, dear.
I saw you once
I saw you once. Slipped by thought’s crumbling barricade Unsuspecting Garrison distracted And everything was different And everything was just as it always had been. I was you once. Breath crystal fresh Diamond sparks from granite And I was gone And I knew I had never been here. Once, once you teased As tired fruitless […]
Beloved
Come, beloved Take my hand and lead me to the gate, Whisper the nectar-coated words Point me to the leafy green land of now-forever, Where we will dance the dance of the carefree and the happily-lost. Now, beloved, Years of searching, sitting, thinking, wishing Must end this moonless night, I have no more left But […]